I come to YOU in humble submission God, and ask that YOU bring order to this chaos. I entreat YOU FATHER, and with meekness I surrender unto YOU.
For after recently discovering my own reality was a lie, it became difficult to continue smiling while living on the edge of misery. Imagine the peril of being left alone with the many voices clamoring to be heard in my head.
How do I fuel my light when only tending to my darkness? Kindle the flames of light in my life that the darkness vanishes.
Don’t let the bridges that I have burned light my way to hell, and only after dying, I gain the best understanding of this life. Preparations are made for my arrival in hell and life’s meaning is announced in a language that I cannot understand.
So stop pretending while you’re here, maybe you were meant to be an introvert. Not having an ability to lie with a straight face is a talent for those who can see it, and a shortcoming for anyone who does it. Don’t let tragedy humble you into the realization that you’re not really an extrovert. Maybe you just need more alone time than does an average human.
You have the right to be silent you just lack the ability. To be gentle, you must first retract your claws.
Have you ever wondered why we want something so bad that is so bad? Like power, especially when it comes with ability to kill.
To be young with power, learn to wield it with the anticipation of becoming old and feeble. Everyone who was ever under the weight of your power will come for you when you’re old, cause and effect can impact one’s current or future life. Good actions from our past bring positive outcomes in present life circumstances.
Be in humble submission to God now, while there is still time for you to repent and help shape a better destiny for your future.
The father of lies orchestrates the reality of this world and if you follow the world, your reality is a lie.
Live as if everything you’ve done until now will be totaled, and the sum of your life’s actions, found. Look for the order in the chaos as life closes in to its finish.
James 4:7-10
New International Version
7 “Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. 8 Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. 9 Grieve, mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom. 10 Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.”
James 4:7-10
King James Version
7 “Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.
8 Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded.
9 Be afflicted, and mourn, and weep: let your laughter be turned to mourning, and your joy to heaviness.
10 Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up.”
James 4:7-10
Living Bible
7 “So give yourselves humbly to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you. 8 And when you draw close to God, God will draw close to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and let your hearts be filled with God alone to make them pure and true to him. 9 Let there be tears for the wrong things you have done. Let there be sorrow and sincere grief. Let there be sadness instead of laughter, and gloom instead of joy. 10 Then when you realize your worthlessness before the Lord, he will lift you up, encourage and help you.”